Thursday, April 22, 2010
Confidence, Skills, Passion, and Appreciation
There were two challenging parts of this class that rose above the other challenges. Firstly, I struggled with some of the creative aspects of this class. As mentioned above, I have developed a creative block and a defeatist attitude. I was convinced that I had lost every creative bone in my body. Each week was a struggle to pick the topic, picture, song, ect… I was never quite sure of myself until the final product was completed. I also consider myself a bit of a perfectionist so I needed every project to be perfect or I was not satisfied. I have to say that during the past few months, I believe that I have grown in confidence and creativity. In the beginning I was so afraid to show anyone my pictures for fear of failure and embarrassment. I have since gotten used to sharing my work with others. I even became so used to the fact that people would be looking that I allowed myself to be put on camera for the final project. I also realized that I should be confident with my initial choices because I can always adjust them later to make them work. In addition to a boost in my confidence I have also noticed that my creative side is showing through a little more. I have taken the initiative to incorporate more creativity into my lesson plans and into my classroom. I took the time to make my classroom environment more inviting and engaging. I created interactive bulletin boards, warmed up the space with pillows in the book corner, and rearranged the table groups. In terms of lessons, I have learned to take a different approach in planning. Instead of focusing solely on objectives and standards I have also taken into consideration current trends and students interests. I feel like I am still covering the standards, but I am just considering my students much more. I believe that this class has made me think more abstractly and for that I am thankful because I am climbing out of the rut I seemed to have dug myself into.
I have also openly struggled with the technology that was required in this course. I am a self confessed illiterate when it comes to any sort of computer program or technology, but I feel that I have given my best to learn new programs that will be useful in the future. I have learned to conquer many different programs that I did not even know existed before. I learned to use a camera properly, how to create a movie with effects and transitions, how to use animation, how to mix audio, and how to upload my work to multiple sites. The struggles I have had with both technology and creativity have made me push myself and do things that I never thought I could do before. I have realized how important it is to challenge myself so that I can grow and be a better person. When I was frustrated with the technology I often turned to others for help just like my students turn to me for help in the classroom and when I finished each module I felt a sense of accomplishment just like my students do when they complete something challenging. I am reminded that we all have different strengths and weaknesses and that my experiences are not that different from my students. I believe that good teachers should get to know themselves and their students to be able to teach in the best way possible. In having these experiences I have learned more about myself and can use these experiences to communicate and help future students.
I have gained confidence and skills in this class, but above all I have a greater passion for art in education. I have always been an advocate for the arts in schools, but being such a new teacher I have never really had a reason why I believed it should be there. For the most part, I understood it to be an area that many students excelled in and it would be a shame to see those talents go to waste if art programs were lost. While I still believe this to be true, I have learned that art is much more important. As Phillip W. Jackson stated, creating art makes the artist awake and aware. Art teaches us to look and listen carefully as it takes on nuances. The artist has a heightened sense of life because they are aware of their surroundings. I have begun to implement more art inside my classroom because I am now aware of its power to make people more aware of their surroundings and themselves. As a result of my appreciation and understanding of art I have certainly become more aware of what is around me. I have become more appreciate of the arts because I now know exactly how much work is put into everything. Having explored the nature and design of movies, music, TV, architecture, interior design, and fashion, I have a better understanding of what captivates audiences and keeps them interested. I then translate this understanding to my own classroom. For teachers to captivate their students they first need to know the individuals in their classrooms…get to know everyone’s story so that they can speak to the core of the individual. Just like a photographer gets to know a camera or a musician gets to know their instrument, their art is better because they understood how their tools and subjects worked. While studying the NDCE I noticed that there was a certain level of intimacy or passion involved in each area. Teachers should also put forth that same passion and enthusiasm to make their students want to learn as well. Teachers should also consider spending more time on planning. Lessons should be organized, simple to understand, and innovative. Innovation is a similar theme I found running through the NDCE. I have read about how editors and interior designers will play around with various ideas before choosing the right one. In the same sense, teachers should try new ideas and learn to use colleagues who are wonderful resources. I have also learned that the NDCE is purposeful and thoughtful. Great art should be thought thorough carefully. The same should be done with our classrooms, students, and lessons. Finally, teaching is about overcoming obstacles. Teachers have daily obstacles to overcome. Perhaps resources went missing, or the schedule has shifted or a student is acting up…whatever the obstacle may be it is put there for a reason. I have learned thought this whole process that obstacles are put in front of our paths to challenge our beliefs and passions. When we overcome those obstacles it proves how badly we want to continue. So no matter how big or how small the obstacle may be we have to learn to face it head on.
Although this class was more demanding than I could have ever imagined, it has also been more worthwhile than I could have ever imagined. I have gained confidence and learned about believing in myself and in doing so I realized that believing in me is at the heart of teaching. We want our students to believe in themselves and try new things that they may be afraid of, but to do so we must first believe in ourselves. I have gained a passion for art in education and have also gained a greater appreciation for the world around me and the work of art that is in all things.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Go! Animate
http://goanimate.com/
Learn to Improvise and Try New Things
In addition to improvisation, I also realized this week that there are many numerous ways of doing any one particular thing. Just like there are numerous fashion styles or even many different types of white T-shirts, there are plenty of ways of doing the same project or teaching the same topic. As I was learning the animation this week I thought about the hundreds even thousands of ways each module could be done. Just like everyone has their own fashion sense, they have their own creative sense that translates to work or even their career. In my case I was reminded that different teachers have different teaching styles, but there is not necessarily a right way. As long as either technique has the same outcome of reaching students.
Also I was reminded of how trying new things can be beneficial, educational, and fun. Just like we try on new clothes, we also need to try new things and not be afraid of change. Change is how we progress and learn. This week I dared to try something I would have never done before; animating and I realized how much fun it could be. You could almost say that I was addicted. I thought of how much my students would enjoy a lesson with themselves as a cartoon. I could even take it as far as teaching them how to use a simple animation sight to create their own stories. Trying new techniques or ways of teaching is how teachers are to grow and stay current. I was reminded of how nervous and scary it can be trying something new, but what wonderful things can happen when you try.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Teacher as Both Designer and Tailor
I began to see the teacher also like a tailor. A teacher’s main job is to see that all students are growing; academically, mentally, physically, and socially. To do this teachers have to get a feeling for their students as individuals and how they function as a community of learners. Then they design custom fit lessons to suit the needs of all learners, much like a tailor fits the garment to suit each individual body type. We are all different and although clothes are made in generic sizes we often have to have them tailored to fit our own bodies or at least we could to make our clothes fit as good as they can. Teachers take the same concept of one size fits all with most lessons catering them to the needs of most students or what the majority of learners need; then they adjust the lessons to fit individuals. They may also need to do some adjusting more than once. Often time’s tailors have to see a suit on a man many times before creating a custom fit. Well teachers do the same thing…they may teach a lesson once and have to re-teach that same lesson again with slight variations to insure that all students have understood the main focus. Teachers must really design, tailor, and adjust lessons so that all students are successful.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Practice Makes Perfect and Stay Vulnerable
After thinking about my lessons as songs coming full circle, I began to think about the actual discussions themselves. For weeks even months now we have been discussing the nature and design of many different art forms. Then we are asked to use new skills and new understandings from our discussions to create a project that displays our understanding of the nature and design of that particular art form. It dawned on me this week that our discussions are practices for our module narration. Just like teachers give daily practice and reviews before a test. In our case the discussions are our independent practice and the modules are our tests. It was a little more obvious to me that our discussions are used as practice this week because we talked about exactly what made songs compelling from start to finish. I also believe it is because in all the other modules I had some sort of prior knowledge about the subject, but this week although I listen to music I had no clue about the terminology or what made me like certain songs. Like I mentioned earlier it was really a self discovery week for me. I learned that I am attracted to songs with upbeat tempos and songs that have a certain consistent quality to them.
For this module the hardest part for me was choosing which song I was going to analyze. There are millions of songs to choose from and I considered many of them before choosing You’re So Cool by Hans Zimmer. I eventually picked this song because of its absence of lyrics. I also began to do some research on the song and was very interested in the composer Hans Zimmer. I found out that he has won several Oscars for his movie scores. One movie in particular The Lion King, he won the individual Oscar for best original score. He has teamed with other composers for other popular movie scores. Most people have probably heard his work and like me did not even know his name. After completing the research on Hans Zimmer I was reminded of how important it is to research topics that I teach. I not only want to give my students accurate information, but when I learn new things I get excited to teach them and I believe that enthusiasm is contagious.
I fell in love with this song as soon as I heard it and this project gave me the opportunity to understand why this song was so compelling to me. What I discovered is that the song reminds me of the simple and happy moments in life. After creating the narration for my project I was stuck as to what visual images I should use to go with the song. Since there are no lyrics, any appropriate images would work. I tried mountain scenes, but they did not match the overall feel of the song. I also tried using free images of other people’s meaningful moments, but since the song was so personal to me I choose to use photos of myself at important or significant times in my life over the past three years. I choose to be vulnerable and include pictures from my life to make my movie more compelling. I believe the pictures show meaningful moments in my life which is what the song reminds me of. My hope is that I do not seem conceded, but vulnerable and open. I believe the same is true of teaching. Sometimes teachers need to be vulnerable. They need to open up to their students in order to build a rapport and show them they are human too. Teachers also need to be vulnerable and ask for help when it is needed. Vulnerability is a quality that I am continuing to work on and develop my skills to connect with my students.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Use Your Resources and Feel the Music
This week I also had the opportunity to really analyze music through interviews with Robert Kapilow and readings by Gary Burns. As I was discussing the nature and design of some popular songs I realized that all the songs evoked strong emotions. Some were melancholy, some were hopeful, and some just made me want to dance, but none the less they all made me feel something. While Kapilow is describing the famous song “Somewhere Over the Rainbow” , he mentions that a song makes you feel a thought. He then goes on to say that art begins where communication breaks down. Both were profound statements. Kapilow is primarily speaking of music, but I believe the same is true for all art. I began to think back to some of our other modules and remembered that the same intentions were true of the other types of artistry we have encountered. Photographers want their audiences to see something about life in each photo, movie makers want their audiences to see things in a deeper or different way, and interior designers want their customers to feel comfortable. In all the modules the artists intend to inspire and make their audiences feel something about their work. Art is so extremely important in our schools and in life. It makes us feel things and think things that may not be translated into words or communicated in any other way. Art needs to stay and be a part of our curriculum in the future.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Second Chances and Classroom Environment
In reviewing my module 3 project, I was also reminded of the obvious connection between architecture and interior design and teaching which is classroom environment. I neglected to think about classroom environment in examining interior design last week. Sarah Susanka explains how a house is turned into a home with certain techniques such as framing, ceiling heights, accent colors, and open spaces. Just like the interior of a home can be thought of in terms of space, light, and order so can a classroom. In a classroom there are many things that can be done to make it more inviting. For example when the classroom is designed in such a way that is open yet has very organized and specific areas, it feels more comfortable and can be more functional. Students learn routines in well organized areas. Labeling is also a great way for students to acclimate to a new learning environment while also learning new vocabulary at the same time. Book corners, carpet areas, and mailboxes might just be some of the designated areas in a classroom. Another way to make the classroom more exciting and inviting is to use the idea of height and space by hanging student work from the ceilings. By doing this the room feels more proportional and students are proud to see their work on display. Classrooms can also be enhanced by adding simple touches from home to make them feel more like a family atmosphere. Things like lamps bring in a soft artificial light where in many classrooms extra light is needed. Other trinkets like flowers, bean bag chairs, or stuffed animals might make the space feel more comfortable as well. Students could bring items to class to make them feel more at ease because it is important that students feel comfortable to make risks. I cannot emphasize how important the classroom environment is and I continue to think about it especially after having studied interior design. I now have many ideas and ways to explain why these ideas work because of the same concepts applied to interior design like light, order, and space; although I feel that in a classroom order is most important to keep the structure and flow of the day in place.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Scaffolding
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Don't Judge a Book by Its Cover
Another part of my journey this week was realizing that you cannot judge a book by its cover. I took a trip to my local shopping center and toured a few stores to examine the exterior and interiors. Many of the stores I have never been into either because I never felt the need or I was never drawn to it by its outward appearance. When I actually took the time to enter many of these places, I found that the interior was designed much better than the outside or the architecture of the store. I also found interesting items in these stores. Now I realize that in many cases the outside does match the inside, but I realized that in other cases the outside does not match what is on the inside. I learned not to judge the inside by what I see outside. Teachers have to do the same thing with people they meet, especially students. I am reminded of my first day of my internship year. There was a standout child who seemed to talk all of the time and wanted to be in the spotlight. In other words he needed a lot of attention and I assumed he was going to be a trouble maker or at least a handful. What I later realized was that he was a nervous student that wanted to make sure he made a good impression on his new teachers. He ended up being one of the most intelligent and well mannered students I have ever taught. I was quick to judge him before I really got to know him. I am almost ashamed to tell this story, but it was a learning experience and I now know not to judge too quickly.
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Pacing and Perspective
Changing Perspectives in South Africa
I had the privilege of living in South Africa in 2006 and I learned more than anything that it was a nation that was overcoming years of struggle with a positive attitude and uplifting spirit. When I came across a village with no electricity, no running water, and no plumbing; I could not help but focus on the negative. Then the principal of the local school told me that the school supplies he had ordered were stolen and to top it all off they had spent their entire budget on an outhouse which was destroyed by a storm earlier in the month. It was difficult not to feel badly for how little this community had, but I was told not to pity them, rather smile so that the children knew how much I cared for them. I was overwhelmed with their strength and positivity. That day I changed my perspective on the way I look at people and at life. My vision for the film was to create this same sense of a positive outlook as I had while experiencing African culture. I wanted to show a variety of pictures in two different ways to try and capture this idea of changing perspectives and attitudes. I thought showing the negative more common stereotypes would allow me to end the film on a positive note which was the goal of the film. I wanted to include many stereotypes of Africa and then disprove those ideas through the use of words, colors, and music.
I started the movie by carefully choosing the pictures I would use. Walter Murch discusses the importance of the editing process in his interview with NPR. He states “the editing process is tedious work -- viewing hours of footage, then assembling a film a half-second at a time.” I essentially did the same thing going through hundreds of photos I took in South Africa, choosing only those that were perfect for the film. I took what I learned about angles, shadows, rule of thirds, color, and subjects from our work with photography in module one. With these technical aspects in mind, the perfect photo was also one that was ambiguous enough to hold a negative and positive message. It was also a photo that was intimate and would capture the emotions of my audience. I also wanted consider Murch’s discussion of underlying mathematical influences. I decided to use a repetition of ten photos because I wanted my audience to be able to remember them. I aimed for seven photos which is the typical number of items that can hold in the human brain, but I wanted to convey several stereotypes. I also lived with a very religious family in South Africa who believed that the number 10 represented human failures and God’s ability to turn failure into achievement and happiness. Therefore I hoped ten photos would be not be too overwhelming for the audience and would have some spiritual connection to the film.
After the photos were selected I chose the words to accompany each photo. This was probably the most difficult part of the whole movie making process. I took some advice from Katalina Groh who wrote the Filmmaker as a story-teller. She suggested working with spontaneity and risk taking. I really took a risk by incorporating words in a visual way rather than in an auditory way. Because I wanted the pictures of the people to fuel the emotions of my audience, I chose not to have a voiceover, rather words that represented the photos. I wanted to chose two words for each photo that would make sense for the photo but that were also opposite in meaning. I needed words that were also quite powerful and would evoke emotions. In the end I chose a set of words for each picture that would make people honestly think about their perspective on people. This is why none of my photos are solely of landscapes or items. The photos are of people and each photo focuses primarily on one individual to capture the intimate moment. I also wanted the words I chose to connect with the people in the photo. I am emphasizing and drawing on emotions because Paul Hirsch describes emotions to be more important than thought although both should be included in a great film. To summarize, I wanted to include words and pictures in a strong combination to evoke both feelings and thought.
The last step in this process was putting the photos and the words together in a way that showed motion. I decided to put the photos in a specific order. I arranged them from the broadest stereotypes about a nation to a more narrow view of individuals. Then my last photo was meant to represent both; a nation in words and the individual with the picture of a pair of shoes. Then I added the middle slide where I wanted to make people think the most and realize that the next set of pictures were meant to change their perspectives. I then repeated the photos for the second half of the film. I used what I learned from my mistakes in last week’s project as well as what I learned from Katalina Groh. I wanted to lengthen the timing of each photo to at least five seconds. In the end I finalized the length of each photo to six seconds which I felt was just long enough to look at the picture and word. I kept each photo the same length to keep them equal and extended the title and credits to eight seconds. I chose to use mainly fade transitions to give the film a soft and professional look. The only transition from each photo that was not a fade was the transition before and after the mid-section slide. I did this again to emphasize the change in perspective. In terms of color, I wanted to make the first set of photos in black and white or sepia tone to give a darker negative look. I also made the words stand out in bold and red color because I thought this would also convey the negative tone I wanted to create. Then I contrasted the dark photos with the color photos to create a lighter more positive mood. I also found the rolling words across the colored photos to be very compelling. I chose brightly colored words to fill the space to again emphasize the contrast in moods. Finally I added the music which I thought would complete the film. I used authentic African music by Ladysmith Black Mambadzo. I wanted to again show the difference and change in perspective and mood with music. Therefore I used a calm solemn song for the beginning of the film and a more upbeat vibrant song in the second half. Walter Murch describes how the absence of sound makes a powerful statement. Thus I decided to include a pause in music for the transition between the two sets of photos.
I took on all of the jobs in making a movie and I realized how much actual work and time goes into every second. I learned a lot in this process including technology that I have never used before. I kept my final product and also the sense of changing perspectives in the back of my mind. In the words of Katalina Groh; I wanted my audience to really experience something. I hope that my audience is moved both emotionally and intellectually.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Here is a link to the concluding scence of the first episode of the new series Flash Forward. I think this is a good example of the collaborative work that goes into a good piece of television. I find this series very compelling. I just wanted to share this clip with you to get your perspective and thoughts about compelling film and television.
Omission, Simplification, and Collaboration
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Public Libray
This is the full video I made for Module One- Creating a Compelling Photo. It shows the process from the inital idea to the final photo and I thought that it would be important to add this with respect to my thoughts about creating a compelling photograph. I hope you enjoy!
Flexibility and Relevance
I came across another link or imaginary bridge between my experience with photography and teaching. The more photos I took the more I began to understand the complexity and difficulty of creating a compelling photo. It reminded my firstly that a meaningful lesson requires thought and perhaps more time. Secondly, I realized that the photos that were most compelling for me showed at least some level of intimacy. While reading Nancy Hill’s article Five Elements of a Great Photograph, I really took her advice to heart. She stated that a great photo must tell a story and say something about life. I really began to use the lens to tell a story instead of just shooting blindly. I also wanted to say something about life in my photo and as I stated on my facebook page, I felt like my final photo was the essence of a library. I was able to capture a photo of a book going into the hands of people. This photo was meaningful to me not only because it reminded me of all my fond memories of the library, but also because it represents something that I am passionate about. The feel the picture also symbolizes learning and literacy both of which I feel strongly about. I realized that when I am planning a lesson, it is crucial that I make the material meaningful to the students by making it more relevant. I may need to make the lessons more intimate, meaning that I get creative and start to form the lessons around students’ interests and strengths. My teaching will be better when I invest more time and research in the planning and am more flexible with assessments. This first module has challenged my confidence and technical savvy, but overall I have been reminded of very important lessons that educators should always keep in mind; have patience and self confidence, be flexible and adaptable, and make learning relevant for students.